Staring from 2020 April well I'm journal-ing at the end of the month already ANYWHOOOOO
we came in into a new decade 2020 with not such a great start first we had the case where Australia has severe fire incident to the point where there's insufficient water and koalas and wild animals has to suffer TAKE NOTE this case was since late of last year and it was still on going. Then we had this virus called CoVid-19 that's the short form of Corona virus, at the start of the year it was only affecting Wuhan, China. Until it reached set of 10,000 and as months passed other countries were greatly affected, then now in the month of April we have almost more than 3 Million cases world wide. So far in Singapore they have implemented this thing called " Circuit Breaker ". It's not really a Lockdown more than something less severe than a lockdown, I mean common Singapore can't have a Lockdown like they don't have any natural resources all of the product are overseas. Well in my opinion , so long as the whole world can quickly track the cases and contain it then probably that's where the corona virus pandemic would slowly end.
Year 2019 : it's been long well good thing I got a boyfriend but at one of my Lowest point of my life during the start i thought I'd be able to go through higher nitec in a course that i want. Unfortunately i wasn't able to get, so i had to continue in chemical process technology in nitec course. aside from that later in the year we had a family vacation in Abu Dhabi, UAE. My parent moved there cause of my dad's job offer and to earn up for my sister and I further studies. Later in the year i found out... my grandmother (lola bebot) has passed away. I could still remember the night before we heard the news. I was working in Universal Studio that day and my sister & her friend planned to go for the halloween horror night. When i was about to meet her my mom called me and i couldn't answered it because i was getting out of my shift. My sister came and we calll back my mom then she asked us to pray for lola as she was rushed to the hospital. On that night i was enjoying myself while me not noticing that one of my loved one was already digging their grave. When we got back home we slept my eldest brother went to my room and i could still picture the horror with him saying " wala na si lola. " which means " grandmother is not here anymore " and it then the guilt sank in deeper as i wasn't able to remember what her last words were to me. Topping it off in short, there were various disasters happening in the world and relationship had once reached it's heartbreak but i wasn't aware of it. it was also my fault i'll leave that rant another time.
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